Thursday, 13 April 2017

Incarnation of frozen dreams

We were seven girls and a driver in a car moving towards Rhautang. We were first to reach. There were about fifty more cars loaded with girls moving upwards from those wonderful roads. The roads themselves were so beautiful and exciting, shouting out loud that we were on the road to heaven.


We reached there, though we expected snow but unfortunately as we reach late all the snow was melted. Our driver asked us to keep our windows closed as temperature outside the car was really low. We were waiting for the instructions. While sitting inside the car we regretted for not being able to experience snow, unaware of what coming out of the car would be like.


Finally, we got the instructions. We were given half hour to explore the place. Though there were not much things to see, it was more like a barren land. As I stepped out of the car, I experienced an amazing feeling. I got down, covered myself with warm cloths, switched on my camera and started moving. The wind was cold, strong and continuous. My soul got excited, I was talking to myself loud, I informed myself, “girl you’re 3,978m above sea level, in a place with -2 degree temperature, on a land where hardly any life survives. Our cars were parked along the leh-manali highway.


We all scattered in the ground to experience the place in our own ways. I walked alone, my soul was talking to me aloud, experiencing something it always craved for.  I was walking towards the valley and the wind was strong and in the direction of the valley, making it easier for me to walk, it felt like that place was equally excited to have me there. With each step towards the valley,I was falling in love with nature, with that place. My heart asked how beautiful it would be to get used to such experiences, this is something I have always longed for, I want to feel this again and again. Would I even mind dying here?


As I reached to the edge of the valley my eyes experienced a feeling of satisfaction. I asked myself a thousand times, why am I away from this?, why am I wasting my time living in one place when I have so much to see, live, experience? Just look at those larger than life mountains, the white sheet of snow making them look more beautiful, there deep down in the valley a river flowed, looked like a river of milk. The barren land was not so barren after all. The sun looked more beautiful and brighter. I wished, I could fly to see those mountains still far away and so high up there, to see what does that valley deep down has. I captured those wonderful scenes of nature in my camera, wondering how beautiful this world is and wishing to explore it more.


While walking back towards my car, it was difficult to breath due to low oxygen level and low temperature, I felt breathless and walking against the wind made it more difficult for me. Every step I took needed a lot of effort, like the place is pushing me back and doesn’t wants me to go. I reached the cars and was searching for my car. I ended up sitting on a rock because my head and ears were paining really bad and breathing was equally difficult. Sitting on that rock silently, I looked at everybody else, they were busy clicking selfies and giggling, whereas I sitting there on that rock felt the best thing of my life. It was a joy of another kind, a joy only a nature lover, a traveller could feel.


That place taught me how wonderful life can be when you do something your heart and soul longs for. It taught me how even pain can be full of pleasure. What doing something you love feels like. And…. That is when I understood how people do all those remarkable works.


 Rhautang is a place I will never forget because it showed me the path to create my life the way I always wanted to. I want to travel as much as I can, I want to experience the depth of the sea, want to see world’s hottest and coolest places, want to jump from a high mountain and swim with sharks, I want to experience the nature to its extremes. I want to spend my youth creating stories, so that I could tell them and relive them when I get old.

P.S- all pictures are clicked by me.